whoa..tomorrow im going to have a test on math, tapi gw bukannya belajar malah cek frenster,cek imel, ngetik blog.mantaap deh!actually gw mulai rada males untuk menulis blog lagi. tapi gw merasa bahwa memang benar apa yang mereka bilang kalau somethings are easier to be written. After having a wonderful week last time, this week gw merasa sangat datar.. few days ago, andrew bilang kalau gw skarang jadi rada aneh. trus ketika gw bertanya ke wisnu, dia juga bilang hal yang sama. tadi waktu di sekolah waktu lagi maen-maen bareng sugi, teddy, ape, satria, audi, markon bilang kalo gw makin aneh. and then i started to ask my self? emang gw udah se-aneh itu yah sekarang. and then i had this thing pop-up in my mind, emang iyah skarang gw jadi aneh? ada yang bilang gw jadi aneh gara-gara gw kebanyakan ngomongin tentang wanita. ada yang bilang gw aneh gara-gara seumuran gw tapi masih maen tembak-tembakan. memangnya cuma gara-gara hal itu gw aneh? well, everyone may have its own opinion jadi gw gak menyalahi orang-orang yang berkata kalau gw aneh..yaah, berhubung gw orang-nya masa bodo jadi i dont give a shit towards it. gw justru merasa senang ternyata temen-temen gw masih memperhatikan gw kalau begitu. in one side,gw juga berpikir kenapa yah gw menjadi begini? hm.trying so hard to figure out the answers and the only reasonable answer that i can give at the moment is that because, recently i fell very missing my best friend. who i used to talk to. gak tau knapa tapi apa yang gw lakukan itu adalah upaya agar gw tidak terus-terusan merasa kehilangan dia..last but not least, some of you probably had read my fs profile. this past week gw bener-bener selalu terpikir sama kata-kata gabrielle di desperate house wife ke bree van der kamp..

those sentences keep on running in my mind,and make me remember of something and somebody out there..i dont care if all people said that im strange. this is me, if they can take me just who i am,then they've already known me. but if they cant, means that they trully dont know who i really am.